.. that today was my first run in a week
....that I had to take walk breaks because I just wasn't feeling it
... that I have a million things to do and don't feel like doing a thing
.... that I was a few minutes late to work because I just couldnt get moving
.. that I have to take deep breaths to keep myself from crying today
... that I have to work this weekend because I get off Monday and Tuesday
... that my Christmas tree still isn't even purchased let alone in my house and decorated.. YET.
... that I accomplished literally nothing last night.
... that I need to work on my Christmas cards
.. that I really wish my family all lived closer because it would be so comforting right now
... that I want some little kiddo hugs from my adorably sweet nephews
... that I need to read my sewing machine manual before I sew a project for my nephews
... that I haven't sewn since middle school, or maybe high school, but either way its 10+ years ago!
... to take time to myself to get my mood back to the Merry Christmassy one I had just a few days ago.
I hope this was not too negative nancy of me- just been a really tough week. Even worse than last I think. The weather has been grim which doesn't help- ever. Because of the dark weather it has been so hard to motivate myself to get out of bed more than a half hour before I leave for work to do things I love like run and craft or take pictures of my crafty things. So here's to hoping for it to be OK.